so..

after one month of not talkin/chatting/smsing/playin/jokin with each other.
now we're back.
even though, we're back.. i don't really feel that secure.
i'm not sure whether i did the right decision anot.
make me feel secure when i'm with you, k?
like my bffe, she has totally secure me that she loves me lots and no one will ever replace me in her heart.
when won't you? just let me know that i'm loved by you.
cause, i'm not that sensitive like your "mama"(huimin).
i need people to show me that i'm important, if not my mind will go the wrong path and everything will be back to square one.
i'm like that, i can't control, i don't know why too; maybe it's due to past relationships also.
but please please, let me feel secure when i'm with you please.
i don't want to think so much.
i don't want to be insecure again.